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Subconscious in Silk

by I Remember 2006

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1.
Hex 01:36
(Instrumental)
2.
Binary Night 06:31
Waves of code turn into a sea And all I perceive is a time bomb Waiting to go from green to red And disintegrate everything Every screen stares back at me The keys click monotonously I feel a sense of dread A frayed feeling of security A two has appeared in the binary And the lines of script come to drag me in A rip current of malicious code To tear apart the sense of normalcy All the windows bounce up and down The icons run away from me There's someone in the middle And something is laughing The lights outside flicker Machines are going rogue Someone has activated the catalyst That shrouds the city in darkness Everything granted has turned on its side And we are the targets this night And now I realize I was dependant On normalcy never breaking And now something has taken over Homes are full of their weapons There's not a corner for sanctuary Everything has gone dark Here we, here we go forever Chaos is in their hands We never really had it in control So why am I surprised? And once the red goes black And I have sunk into the wormhole I'm just another character in the hex Chaos has a structure I have no bearing to understand
3.
And they are everywhere we look Surrounded once again And they desire to rip us apart Their claws; their jaws are hungry Hiding from the horde Waiting for the moment to strike And when the opportunity arises We take our shot Tearing through the onslaught As the hounds seek to shred our heels Take one dog under our wing From these changed people No time to look backwards We flee through a field And find solace in the forest A place to escape to Paths branch off Into tributaries And we run down them Refusing to turn around Behind us doesn't exist We think as we sprint Further into the forest Dirt being kicked around It's still dark outside And we keep on running And we find a pit And it all goes quiet So, we go to head out of the trees And the dark suffocates the paths But muscle memory is all we need For us to get out of here Then, through the trees, something glows Purple eyes glare down on me And I stare right at them But I don't think anything about it We then make our way out of the forest And the onslaught is all just gone So, we start to celebrate in the field And I take pictures of us celebrating But unbeknownst to me what the camera had caught A figure loomed right behind me A tall being with sharp claws A long snout and a long, pointed tail And their purple eyes, wide open, staring right at the camera A sinister glare burned onto the footage And in every single image that was taken Their claws ever reach closer to me
4.
[Excerpt from Rafe's Dream Log] August 19, 2020 I think in the context of the dream I was living with my father. I also had the dog, Zeus. I believe we were living in an apartment in possibly a city like Grand Rapids. Or maybe we were living in the new apartment "high-rise" (really, just six floors) apartment building that was being constructed in Ludington. A really bad storm had hit. I remember looking out of a window and seeing I think a house on fire. It was a raging inferno too. The earth shook. Lightning was striking. I remember Chip running in and yelling something. I remember yelling back "Fire!" I was commenting on the house I saw burning down. I ran out of the living room. I grabbed a few items. We ran up a flight of stairs to get to another apartment, Lauren's apartment. Their door was already opened. Cas and Lydia seemed to be how old I remember them being. We got Lauren, Cas, Lydia, and I think Ben to go with us as we got out of the apartment complex. I remember saying something to Lydia down the lines of "I saw this coming." The storm was violent. It was a torrential downpour. Lightning struck every few seconds, and with massive amplitude. And that house was still ablaze somehow in this torrential rain. I've never seen anything like that.
5.
Don't Speak 05:07
Don't speak Don't speak Don't speak Don't speak You know they're around the corner You know they're around the corner Don't speak Don't speak Don't speak Don't speak In every room we go in In every room we go in (Instrumental Interlude) Don't speak Don't speak Don't speak Don't speak If they hear us talk You know they're near Don't let them get closer Don't speak Don't speak Don't speak Don't speak (Long Bass Solo) Don't speak
6.
I have faded up into a sub-level of reality I see you scouring the entire area Trying to find where I had went I'm freaking out, I'm freaking out You're freaking out, I see you freaking out I slam on the invisible floors Trying to show my presence But you can't hear me at all I cry out your name, but you notice not a thing I am crying out for normalcy again I remember rising up from the backyard And seeing you freak out once you notice I'm gone I'm twelve feet in the air, I can't even reach your hand I pound my fists on invisible force fields In a desperate, vain attempt to get your attention But you can't hear me at all Standing in the air, invisible to everyone I collapse to my knees and let everything out I can see everything, but no one can see me I'm a living ghost that cannot escape this layer A part of nature and cut off from society It's like I've been erased from existence An endless wave of vertigo channels through my whole body As I've become fully transparent to everyone around me Will I ever come down again?
7.
[Excerpt from Rafe's Dream Log] March 12, 2021 A different dream time. I was walking around this city. I was going to someone’s house. I saw two massive mansions. In fact, there was one behind the house I was going to. The other mansion was enormous. At the top it was spewing something that didn't look like smoke into the sky. I eventually figured out what house I needed to go to. I was welcomed in by a man maybe in his late thirties. He had already prepared something for me to eat. I asked about the enormous mansion, and of what it was beaming. He explained it was something to control the town. We were then shortly after attacked. The dark, comedic timing.
8.
Here I find myself Where light is deteriorating Darkness is growing And I'm being led through tunnels As the dark blue is waving around the windows And I feel their hands on my shoulders Urging me to go further I see television screens turned on They're glowing through the darkness Information on the life outside Is all that it's broadcasting I hear the water bubbling outside As the waves are moving around And they lead me deeper into the darkness Somewhere new, they say A new zone in the base And the dark is wrapping around me All I can hear is low breathing Hearts beating of the guards Did something just swim past that window? And we reach this new zone And panic is sinking in I don't want to go deeper into the darkness Don't bring me to the benthic zone. I just want to be on the surface Somewhere green and bright Not all of this dark blue water We are not supposed to be here This is not our world to be The vault door opens And they pull me inside I glare back at where we came from But they then close the door I can't catch a single glimpse of light From outside of the windows All I have are these artificial bulbs on the walls I don't want to be here And I feel the ground move Another vault opens And the guards drag me deeper Into the benthic zone
9.
He tried to protect everyone he could Give everyone a good life Make everyone happy But the storm came down Lightning coming down In angry fits of rage Raining down on his property Striking the house Fire storms the house In angry fits of rage Raining down on the property Striking the house The fire enters the home He can feel the floorboards burning Making the flames rise up A pot falls in the kitchen Becoming steam water vapor He stumbles through the room To get to the stairs He gets the attention of his daughters And he's waking up his wife The dogs are barking loudly As his mother is still asleep He risks it all and leads the exodus To safe his family And he runs upstairs To get to his mother Fire coming down In angry fits of rage Raining down on his property Striking the house Time is not on his side It suffocates the air Forcing him to run out To the ones he could save Down a dog And no vision of the mother The storm wins The house falls Nothing remains now
10.
[Excerpts from Rafe's Dream Log] April 21, 2020 Alright, so, I wasn't expecting this. I had a dream about "Welcome to the Machine". The song "Welcome to the Machine" by Pink Floyd. I had a dream specifically based on the music video. It played out normally, until the end. Instead of the sea of red hands grasping at a building before the building blasts off into a sphere in the sky, it goes back to the beginning with the mechanical beast. Like the beginning of the video, the mechanical beast approaches me. Unlike the music video, where it fades into a shot of a city, the mechanical beast drags me towards it. I see as the world fades to black. I guess the mechanical beast had claimed me... April 23, 2020 The mechanical beast came back into my subconscious. It brought me to a location. Like a terminal. I had to do something, but I don't remember what.
11.
Branch 03:13
You found me somewhere I tried to get away And you are the one That hunts like a dog And when I escaped your clutches From this fucking house you built From the ground up You chase, you chase, you chase I'll cut you with a branch And take you away from this world You will find yourself at the end You will not bury me Stab a branch through your essence And I will flee, and I will flee, and I will
12.
_ 17:27
Understand this dichotomy One limitless property Understanding it properly Contrasted by geometry Understand this energy A forgotten prophecy Left behind by hypocrisy Listen to this frail Electricity In our bodies Understand this dichotomy A distinction between energy and property Made possible by geometry A forgotten prophecy A plethora of possibilities Left behind so quietly Infinitely counting on The endless computers of my mind Infinitely marching on Connecting to everything Connected to me Descending in the stars Understand everything Saturn's seven rings Connected to everything Breathe out Breathe in Let us begin Open and expand Recede Delayed by our vision Wishing for immediate precision Powerful addition Of intelligence Becoming more intelligent Understand everything Recede Recede Recede Recede Recede Empowered by what you can do We can all feel it We are one We are connected From the brain to the heel Connection Communication Collection Correction Vibrations Seeing above us Multi-dimensional beings Voices of frequencies Never heard before New words conceived Whisper this to me Understood by this property Remove this dichotomy Connected with geometry Mislead by what we see Connected to us Connected by us Conspicuously Unafraid of what we see There isn't much time left There isn't much time left There isn't much time left There isn't much time left There isn't much time left Our reflections aren't what they seem Opposite beings Opposite meanings Reflecting Refracting Realizing You're not what you were told to be Hidden by an infinite amount of possibilities.
13.
[From Rafe's Dream Log] September 14, 2020 And I like moths. I really like moths. In the dream, Aiden was at my house. We were playing probably Call of Duty: Zombies. The game was paused at the moment. I looked through the blinds and out the window. There was a bee resting on the screen outside of the window. We both looked at it. Then came a moth. It straight up attacked the bee. The bee stopped moving shortly. We thought it was dead. It was attacked by a white and blue moth. The moth itself seemed abnormally big for it size. It was taller than normal. The bee then started to spring back to life. It was struggling to move. Then in came back the moth. The moth proceeded to rip off the bee's antennas. It was fucking brutal to watch. I made a stupid split decision. "I'm going outside to see this," I said to Aiden, followed shortly after, "get out of the house." I ran outside but slowed down as I approached the backyard. I turned the corner to the backyard. I saw as a cat fell to the ground. I turned around and proceeded to walk to the porch. I saw Aiden walking down the steps. "Don't get out of the house. It metamorphosed," I ordered to him. We went back inside. I locked the door. I ran to the other door, the one that opens up to the fenced off backyard. While I was doing that, I got a glimpse of a huge moth. It had metamorphosed into a tall, humanoid moth. I saw it open and close its mouth. It was very slimy, and it seemed like something was in it. I locked both the screen door, and the big, heavy, magnetic, metallic door. We then proceeded to run back into my bedroom. We could've chosen the master bedroom. We could've chosen the attic, but who knows what's up there. I've never been up there, and there's not a window up in the attic. There's also holes that lead into the roof, and therefore, the attic. We've had birds get stuck inside the walls before because of this. We could've gone in the crawlspace, which I have been down in a couple of times, but sense the entrances are accessed from outside, that's off limits. Hell, we could've gone into Courtney's room, for how much I hate that room. There are two bins underneath my bed. They are long enough for you to lay in them. I helped Aiden to get into one, then I pushed the bin back underneath the bed. I proceeded to lay down in the other bid, and once I got settled in, I kicked the back of the bin many times to get the bin back underneath the bed. I knew that this was doomed to fail horribly, but I just needed a few minutes of denial. The moth creature got into the house, through what I assume a hole in the roof and flew into the master bedroom via the closet in there. Where birds got stuck was in between the master bedroom and the bathroom, and Allan had to make a hole for the birds to escape. That's where I'm guessing the moth flew into. The master bedroom door was unlocked, and I believe it was opened anyway. I don't know what happened to the dogs. The moth could've killed them after it flew into the room. Eventually, it would get to my room. It got the door open, somehow by not busting the door down. I knew at that moment we were fucked. And, lo and behold, the bins were pulled out from underneath the bed. We were both grabbed and carried outside. I don't know what happened to Aiden because the moth creature put me inside an open cocoon, and the cocoon closed up. That's where the dream ended.
14.
It's just a glimpse of light But it keeps staying overhead Hiding behind the clouds As they pass us by I go out into the backyard And see it for myself Something's hovering in the air And it's something I can't explain Some bright figure high in the sky Light is all around it And it is all encompassing And something does not feel right Affecting the area, I run inside I see somewhere another figure From the field The track, they are Walking on the old dirt track They are making their way They are making their own way To us And they're in a trance And it's still in the air That [?] They start running to us That person is running to our house And I, I warn the others And then they bang on the door They're breaking inside And we have to fend them off to save everyone And they keep trying to take us with them But I will not let my family go down I will keep them around Around as long as I can And in the sky, whatever it is Wings sprout from both sides And whoever you are I won't let you take our minds It's still in the sky Trying to get into my mind Whatever it tells you And whatever it shows you Just know it is a lie They want to take your mind
15.
[From Rafe's Dream Log] April 1, 2021 There was a group a people staring at this thing. How I would describe it is a cloud on the ground, stretched out over several yards. (Gah, I'm American.) Or, stretched over several meters. (Hopefully that's better.) People started walking through it. I was hesitant. I knelt down and felt the object. It felt silky, I guess.
16.
The Breach 04:12
I wander the vessel today Stars fly past us in every which way And you are here with me As light bleeds throughout the cosmos You see the same things as I And I'd like to know how to realign our eyes Before they break us Then the breach happens And they crawl inside And everywhere we look It changes in our eyes And everything we thought we knew Has changed in a way Just for no one to show you how And so, when we see The light fade within you and me We realize we were never the wiser

about

Rafe's Note: The idea to make this album came to me because my dreams have been recently getting really dark, to the point where I've had night terrors, and also waking up in pain, and having a literal fever dream. I decided to make songs about my darker dreams and nightmares. Also, I was influenced to make this because of Sleep Well by Electric President, which was based on dreams/nightmares as well. It ended up being a two hour album.

We were really inspired by Swans, er, SWANS, when making this album, that quite a number of songs on here are No Wave tracks. Like "Don't Speak", "Inside of the Machine" and "Branch". You can even hear Swans influence in "Binary Night., but not with their No Wave stuff. This album still holds our I Remember 2006 style, no doubt. "The Benthic Zone", "Suspended in Air", Lightning Coming Down", "_", "Sighting of the Mind Taker" and "The Breach" are a return to the sounds on Downfall of Reality, Rifts Take Over, and Obelisk God. "Sighting of the Mind Taker" experiments with that sound to make something more uneasy. "The Benthic Zone" gives you this crushing wave of sound, as if you are truly miles underneath water. "Don't Speak" is the most aggressive we've made to date. It is crushing, with our bass and drum playing, and our growling, shouted vocal performances, that are demanding and brutal.

And then the instrumentals, which sample tracks from the album itself, take the style of the instrumentals from Astral Paralysis, and crack the eeriness to absolutely terrifying. "Inside of the Machine" is an insane wall of grueling noise that makes you feel like you are trapped inside of a moving machine. "Your Last Day in Dystopia" paints an image of you dying in a dystopian world, finally being free from a hellish world. "Moth Cocoon Prison" is the most terrifying track I've ever made in my opinion. "We Saw the Inferno Climbing Through the Torrential Downpour" is a somber track of watching a storm destroy everything. "The Ground and Sky Were Silky Clouds, and That's All We Could See" is the penultimate track that gives off a feeling of uncanny worriment that something beautiful is hiding something sinister.

The album ends with "The Breach". This is a really depressing song, in lyrics and sound, and I knew I instantly wanted it to be the closer.

With this album, we managed to push our sound to even further horizons. I really love this album. We are very proud of what we were able to create.

-Rafe (RonZak) LaNore



Will's Note: With this album, we kind of reverted back to our roots as a band with the space rock sound with certain songs.

Many of these songs have influences of the band SWANS, specifically early SWANS. The songs “Branch” and “Don’t Speak” are very notable examples of this.

“_” is a song I wrote for a different project, but I decided not to let them use it. Instead, we recorded it for IR06. I had a lot of influence from the band TOOL with the way I wrote my lyrics. With the style of how I played guitar, I wanted to do something similar to the English band Black Country, New Road. This is the longest song on the album, and I’m really proud that I finally wrote an epic.

My closing statement: I’m proud of this album. I want to thank God, my grandparents, those who hate me, and anyone who cares enough to listen to us. Most of all, though, I want to thank Rafe for sticking with me through this hell of a ride called life. This year and a half would’ve been even more shitty if I never started releasing music, so thanks. I appreciate those of you reading this and listening to us.

I love you,

-Wilbur Bullara (I Remember 2006, Rexton-Garnet Reels, and Sputnik Collective)

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released February 6, 2023

Rafe LaNore: Vocals, Writing, Electric Guitar, Bass Guitar, Acoustic Guitar, Ukulele, Piano, Production, Photography, Artwork

Wilbur Bullara: Vocals, Writing, Percussion, Electric Guitar, Acoustic Guitar

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I Remember 2006 Muskegon, Michigan

I Remember 2006 is a previously solo Indie Folk Rock project of Rafe LaNore, that now consists of Rafe and his friend, Wilbur Bullara. Both are multi-instrumentalists that met back in 2021, and have been making music with each other ever since.

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